I can’t believe I actually let myself trust someone. I’ve never been good with trust, people have never give me reason to trust them. And yet I tried, I tried to open up to people…. And I get it thrown back in my face.
I begged a person to keep something private, it was personal and secret to me and I chose to share it with them because I needed someone to talk to, and they threw it back in my face.
I’ve lost my respect for people… I can’t believe I was even stupid enough to try.
“Try that yourself sometime: take something (or someone) you love, and - in your imagination - say goodbye forever right now. Grieve for a moment. Then feel the explosion of happiness that comes when you remind yourself you don’t have to say goodbye. At least, not yet.”—- “I love stuff you never see” by Teller